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rumi of the day .... [May. 29th, 2006|12:03 pm]
lonely sky
When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2006|08:43 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |shattered]

anger

hatred

loniness

saddness

hurt

extreme loss


this is how I feel!!!
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2006|08:36 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |draineddrained]

Girl you know i want you
And i don't know what to do without you
All i know is i love you girl
And you need me just like i need you
And i want you baby

No matter what you do
I will hold on to you
You should stay down for me
Follow your heart and you will see
You will see

Without you
I can't walk i can't talk
What can i do
Without you
I can't eat i can't sleep
What can i do
Without you
Nowhere to go nowhere to turn
What can i do
Without you
Without you without you

Try to imagine me and you
Hand in hand as we watch the moon
It doesn't matter where we are
'casue you are always in my heart
'cause you are always in my heart yeah yeah

Without you
I can't walk i can't talk
What can i do
Without you
I can't eat i can't sleep
What can i do
Without you
Nowhere to go nowhere to turn
What can i do
Without you
Without you without you
Girl yeah yeah

I love you yeah yeah
You need me too
You know i want you
I want you
Girl i know
You want me too
You know you need me
You need me
Girl you know that
I need you too
You know you love me
You love me
Girl you know that
I love you too
You know you love me
Waht else what else
Meant to be
You see i love you baby
You know i want you baby
And you want me too
You know i need you baby
And you need me too
You know i love you baby
And you love me too

Without you
I can't walk
I can't talk
Waht can i do
Without you
I can't eat
I can't sleep
What can i do
Without you
I'll know one day what to do girl
Without you
Without you without you
Girl yeah yeah
I don't know which way to go
Which way to turn
Without you

I don't even know myself sometimes baby
Without you
I know one day what to do girl
Without you
Without you without you
Girl yeah yeah
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limp bizkit - behind blue eyes [May. 24th, 2006|08:34 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

Discover... L-I-M-P
Say it...

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes

and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies

but my dreams
they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
my love is vengence
that's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
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Kelly Clarkson - Addicted [May. 20th, 2006|08:07 pm]
lonely sky
It's like you're a drug
It’s like you’re a demon I can’t face down
It’s like I’m stuck
It’s like I’m running from you all the time
And I know I let
You have all the power
It’s like the only company I seek
Is misery all around

It’s like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It’s like I can’t breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you
Have all the power
And I realize I’m never gonna
Quit you over time

It’s like I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t see anything
Nothing but you
I’m addicted to you
It’s like I can’t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You’ve taken over me
It’s like I’m not me
It’s like I’m not me

It’s like I’m lost
It’s like I’m giving up slowly
It’s like you’re a ghost
That’s haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in
My head are mine alone
And I know I’ll never change my ways
If I don’t give you up now

I’m hooked on you
I need a fix, I can’t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I’ll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that’s it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
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Hold onto the memory, its all you got!!!!!! [May. 20th, 2006|06:57 pm]
lonely sky
Holy eyes,
I never knew I'd beg down at your feet,
hold on tight,
I never knew I'd know much more than this,
open sky,
the wave of pain,
the scent of you is bliss.

Hungry eyes they stare at me,
I know,
I know don't go.

Summertime the taste of saint secrets,
perfume mist,
console the mind,
I take it in,
lips of pink I kiss.

Lonely sky,
the more you take,
the more that I give in,
holy eyes,
I never knew,
I know,
I know,
don't go.

Hold on to the memory,
its all you've got,
I know you'll be there,
to soak up blood lost,
blood lost,
blood loss.


The Distillers - Hunger Eyes
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A loss that has cut me deeply. [Apr. 24th, 2006|09:36 am]
lonely sky
The last two days have been very emotional.
We have lost someone very close and dear to us and we miss him dearly. Our hearts have broken over this and I don't
know if we will ever be the same or even fully recover!
We are off back to South Africa today to say our last goodbyes.

I hope he never forgets how much we love him and I hope he knows that I'm so proud of him...



We love you Dad and we are missing you so very much already!!!!!
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I'd like [Jan. 1st, 2006|02:07 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |mellowmellow]

What would you do if I kissed you?
What would you do if I held your hand and laid you down?
Would you find me overly unkind to you?
Would you call me insensitive, and say that I deserve to die?
What do I do with all these feelings tearing me up inside?
What do I do with all these wasted hours dreaming of you at night?
I' d like to call you sometime…
What would you do if you knew the truth?
What would you do if I told you the story of my life?
Would you find me overly familiar towards you?
Would you call me crude, fling me aside to the birds?
What do I do with all these feelings holding me back inside?
What do I do with all these wasted hours dreaming of you at night?
I'd like to call you sometime
I'd like you to need me one time
I’d like to call you sometime
What would you do if I kissed you?
What would you do if I held your hand and laid you down?
Would you recognize it’s a need I've been fighting for so long?
Would you recognize it’s a hunger only you can fill?
What do I do with all these feelings warming me up inside?
What do I do with all these glorious hours dreaming of you at night?
I'd like to call you sometime
I'd like you to need me one time
I'd like to have you all the time
I'd like to call you...
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2005|01:59 pm]
lonely sky

HAPPY    NEW        YEAR

 

to my dearest LJ friends :) may 2006 bring you joy, happiness and Loads of LOVE ....

 

with all my love ...

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Merry Christmas and Happy New Year... [Dec. 28th, 2005|01:55 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |melancholymelancholy]

Merry Christmas to you all and I hope that you all have had a fab festive season :)
I hope you all got spoiled by Santa...

To all of you I wish you a Grand New Year and may all your wishes come true for 2006.
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Over [Nov. 23rd, 2005|04:04 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |draineddrained]

I can't hold this state,
Anymore,
Understand me,
Anymore.

To tread this fantasy, openly,
What have i done.
Oh, this uncertainty,
Is taking me over.

I can't mould this stage,
Anymore,
Recognize me,
Anymore.

To tread this fantasy, openly,
What have i done.
Oh, this uncertainty,
Is taking me over,
Is taking me over.

To tread this fantasy, openly,
What have i done.
Oh, this uncertainty
Is taking me over,
Is taking me over,
Is taking me over.

Oh it's all over, yeah,
Oh it's all over, yeah, oh oh oh.


By Portishead
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Uninvited [Nov. 19th, 2005|03:42 pm]
lonely sky
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
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Jets to Brazil - Sweet Avenue [Oct. 18th, 2005|11:59 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |lovedloved]

tasting you and rain I walk down to the train
try not to look down
this day could one day be an anniversary
everything is light and sound
facing forwards going slowly wait for you to show me
where this train wants to go
living by the hour I stop for every flower
everything is soft and slow
now all these tastes improve through the view that comes with you
like they handed me my life
for the first time it felt right
thank you for making me see there's a life in me
it was dying to get out
holding you we make two spoons beneath and April moon
everything is soft and sweet
this cigarette it could seduce
a nation with its smoke
crawling down my tired throat
scratches part of me that's purring
softly stirring
I'm a captain of industry smoking famously
feet up on the windowsill
look at all these trees I feel affinity with
everything so soft and still
budding at my fingertips
touching you I start to bloom
alive with trains and passing ships
soft and sweet along your lips now
I go "oh wow"
thank you for taking me from my monastery
I was dying to get out
with tears of gratitude
I like my latitude
cross town train to you
now all these tastes improve
through the view that comes with you
like they handed me my life for the first time it felt worth it
like I deserved it
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2005|08:52 am]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |lethargiclethargic]

I'm tired and unhappy in this world of work.
I actually don't want to be here anymore... I need out.
So hopefully something comes my way soon. Like a friend said
"Good things come to those who wait!"
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Taken from apartmentseven ... thank you. [Aug. 16th, 2005|01:23 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |okayokay]

1. reply with your name and i will write something i like about you.
2. i will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. i'll tell you what flavor of ice cream you would be.
4. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. i'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. i will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. if i were to apply an o'clock to you, i'll tell you what it would be.
8. put this in your journal.
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Trail of the century ... [Aug. 10th, 2005|01:33 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

What does it mean when you're seventeen?


This week has not been a good week for me it has been an emotional rollercoster, I've had a great sense of discomfort and I'm trying to deal with it in my own way, the best way I know how.
The way this experience has made me feel is just horrible, it's made me insecure with many a thing, even myself.
I wish that I could put into the back of my mind, but at this point in time I can't, it hurts too much.
It haunts me when I sleep, it haunts me when I'm awake and probably will do until I come to terms with it.
But the question is will I get over it?
Will I trust again?
Will I respect again?
How can someone just come into your life and mess things up. Do people not care? Do people not care?

Why can't people just respect one other?
Is life that unimortant to them?


What does it mean when you're seventeen?
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Korn - Take A Look In The Mirror lyrics - Counting On Me [Jul. 8th, 2005|01:11 am]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh God the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage

You're the one whose always screaming at me
I'm the one who keeps your life so carefree
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make the pain

Counting on me, always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems,
In turn you're never there for me
You suck the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down



Could this really be the day today?
Could this really make the problems go away?
I don't wanna have to hurt this time...

Right now, I've taken all I can now
Right now, you've torn us all apart
Right now, there is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now
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Taken from bia22 :) [Apr. 21st, 2005|01:49 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |groggygroggy]

I like you because...




Reply and I'll tell you something I like about you.

Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal.
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A Tale of Love and Madness [Apr. 12th, 2005|08:53 am]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |okayokay]

Tale of Love and Madness
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for
the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing
what to do.

One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more
bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide
and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I
want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want
to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and
started to count: "One, two, three..."

As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung
itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness
curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth.
Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the
lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking. And Madness
continued to count: "... seventy nine, eighty, eighty one..."
By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden - except Love.
For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this
should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide
Love.

Madness: "...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven..." Just when Madness
got to one hundred, Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid. And Madness
turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to be found, because
Laziness had no energy to hide. Then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of
the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the centre of the
earth. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love. Envious of Love, Envy
whispered to Madness: "You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the
rose bush." Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the
rose bush.

Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love
appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands. Between his
fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes. Madness, so anxious to find
Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork. "What have I done! What
have I done!" Madness shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it?"
And Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do
something for me, you can be my guide." And so it came about that from that
day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2005|08:44 am]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |okayokay]


LJMeme.com Crush Meme

Number of crushes on me so far: 1



LJ username:


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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2005|09:58 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |scaredscared]

I'me off to watch Most Haunted all by myself :S
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take me home ... [Mar. 30th, 2005|01:09 pm]
lonely sky
Life is definitly a struggle at the moment and sitting here in the middle of the office is pure torture...

I need to go home NOW!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2005|11:57 am]
lonely sky
shut the fuck up bitch!!!!!!!!! before I strangle you!!!!!
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BUT .... [Mar. 24th, 2005|04:56 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |infuriatedinfuriated]

You are nice (sometimes), but you infuriated me, or maybe it's just me, but I don't think so.
I sometimes think though that you do things to bug me and others.... but then I could be wrong. It's just so coincidentely that you do things!!!???
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2005|09:00 pm]
lonely sky
sitting here listen to my new CDs and to tell you the truth I'm having a good time,
but I'm off again to watched most haunted :) one of my fave programs.



i'll be back a little later ;)
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Queen of the stone age [Mar. 22nd, 2005|08:53 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |drunka little]

the lost art of keeping a secretCollapse )
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(no subject) [Mar. 21st, 2005|05:03 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

I got a job today a permanent one :) I will be staying on here at the company that I have helped out since November :)
YAY ... I must say that I am quite excited about it.


Time to celebrate :)
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Happy Osara... [Mar. 21st, 2005|07:25 am]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |awakeawake]

Ostara



A Ostara TaleCollapse )
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A few thoughts [Mar. 19th, 2005|01:31 pm]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |Queen of the stone age - Songs for the deaf]

let not your hold be so tight
she'll return in the morning
if you give her the night
mardraykin is she suffering?


______________________________________________________


I want to go to Oklahoma...


______________________________________________________


Thank you to those who sent us lovely cards :)
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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2005|10:14 am]
lonely sky
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Cradel of Filth - Nymphetamine]

HAPPY   ANNIVERSARY  MY   ANGEL...

 

May you and I have many more happy years together ...

 

I'm digging you madly.

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